septic september

a dream of acorns

and a dream of pus

a man walks through your eyelids

the sweltering the smell of garments

a kind memory served

and running for shelter

but you don´t know from what

some wine could offer some solace

the sun is not eternal

tell that to the sunbeams

or track your meanings

from afar

this sentence is radiant

this equation askew

(SGS, 2023)

#holdontonothing

Blood on the negatives. The negatives react. Stone washed dna. You´re crying me up in a corner.

A woman from my past lives in your breath, hold on to nothing, you´re melting together.

It seems very drawn-out.

(2023)

#holdontonothing

You´re coughing up blood again. The taste of iron and the thickred gluey substance in the symmetry of the floor is not the uncanny. The uncanny is how he calibrates his absence so as to maximize the inconvenience.

It´s not on purpose. It´s just where we ended up.
The earth passes with great purpose, death passes.
Pull this for nothing. For dumb luck.

(May, 2023)

the reckoning

After years spent stumbling

On your own tripwires

Sucking on a lost desire

Dig yourself a hole in the crawling

You can´t calculate your way

Out of the weight of oppressions

The gallows of make-believe

Count it as a strength and a present

Oh, to be cool without prizes

the art of containment

cringe at the playful disdain

of before

another symbol or tripwire

in a pointless war

art is not thinking out loud

is art thinking at all?

art might be the calling

not the act of falling

at the great big neon sign

there´s a subtle line

between the dancing

and the grime

(SGS, 2023)

Nothing

In the trenches

I´m not a flower

Hunched behind the

Torched and the homeless

A glowstick posing as

A city of hope

A rewardless journey

They said

Endurance handed

Like a trophy

Nothing is for granted

Moving forward

Cockroaches

another day at the society fair

you don´t notice us crawling there

a shadow at the supermarket

a tiny smidge on the labour market

cockroaches

turn your head lest we might exist

enjoy your bed and your daily bliss

relieved of their sympathies

covered in reveries

deaf to lame reproaches

cockroaches

(SGS, 2023)